So the "inexplicable happenings" Hmm.. I was wondering what they could be or what it could mean and i just shrugged it off but deep inside i felt a strangeness in my being. Sometime back it called for a surprise and i sarcastically put it here on the blog and suddenly the surprise was there. Ofcourse it was a routine thing but at my position it was nothing more than the surprise prediction coming true. I have no idea how these cards actually work or if they actually ever work cause its not individual centric and its for a cluster of people but still at times it just hits you in the center of your being.

But what an inexplicable happening today. I never thought I'd see what i saw today. I had no way to see it, no desire to know about it and no real urge to even bother about it. I have this one person in my list, i never visited and suddenly i did some days back and now if i see back may be it was like joining the dots backwards? heh@ Steve Jobs and i don't have nor do i desire an i phone.

Anyways coming back to the inexplicable happening. My first reaction was of shock as i felt it was for the worse and then slowly i saw it wasn't what i was thinking. Still i was checking all the pictures trying to focus on the face, Is that someone i know? No? yeah? Hey wait, may be its her? Yeah, no, I donno, I fucking hate myself for such a bad face sense recognition. I would have been in much more of this state if i wouldn't have made that call some days back and i wouldn't have made that call if i wouldn't have had that dream and i wouldn't have had that dream if i wouldn't have had the isolations. So yeah?

I have questions in my head. i don't know if i should be asking them. I can only imagine how it would have felt. One side i was happy it wasn't you and other side i was wondering how it would have felt and even if you'd be aware?

Inexplicable? This was as freaky as it can be.Things come and hit me even when i am in my shell lying low without expecting anything from anyone. Its when such things happen that the spirit shakes up and then when its all silent in the next few weeks it would fall back again and that falling spirit is the most difficult part of my existence.

Is this a sign?
Should i allow the dream to bloom?
But then what about the realities of my being?
How does one get around them?
...

Still it was freaky, I know your level of existence is way beyond this transit and your elevated being is a source of life.

I pray for you...