Posting a transcript of a conversation happening inside me as i sit and listen to Ek Mohabbat by AR Rehman.
M(ind): Can you love someone that you actually let them go because of that love?
H(eart): but would anyone know? Not Quite..
M: So?
H: do you know how it feels to let go of love?
M: *shrug*
M: So you what would be the change even if someone or a lot of them knew? How ould that change it? Are you beautiful only if THEY tell you?
H: You don't know how it feels. You don't know how it feels to be me
M: yes but i can touch the realities of this world.
H: and you dont even know whats between a memory and a dream, You don't know how it feels to be me.
M: *shrug*
H: heh ok and i'll talk about Tom Petty later, if someone would want to hear.
M: You think anyone cares about what you write or think or what happened with you yesterday?
M: Get real and Get a life.
H: Life,? Would i have one if i let go?
H: You know, M, i let go of most things hoping that someday all would even out and all things cannot be just one sided. Now after letting go of everyhting i am thinking of letting go of this ONE thing. The only thing i will ever have.
M: Well but life is not sunshine and rainbows
H: Looks around @ world
M: THEY and You, heh
H: I know what u mean *sinking feeling*
H: but noone knows what happened that lead to all this reality you like so much
M: You couldnt beat those odds. You Lost.
H: I just let go. Ive never spoken about those days to anyone.
M: yeah none would care anyway, heh
H: No i didnt tell anyone because of 2 reasons. One was that i didnt have anyone secondly do would i be good or bad if they tell me? I am ugly or beautiful only when i am judged?
M: *shug*
M: Ok what about AR Rehman?
H: Oh Yeah, the TAJ campaign. See they want people to vote. Would Taj be beautiful only if it wins the campaign?
M: I dont understand what you say.
H: I like t
he Taj but not because of its architecture. You know how many skilled people lost their lives while it was being built and after it was built? We talk of Love and how its a symbol of love but what about the love of those craftsmen for their craft. What happens to their love? Their love less than the king for his Queen? But se the irony here, the same emperor was forced to watch the Taj from a small window from his jail's small window after he was dethroned. He died while staring at it. Taj is beautiful, its white and its wonderful but do you see the filth around it? People want to vote and those same people would litter around when they visit the Taj next. They are happy that their vote made a winning bid. I dont need any vote or poll to tell me whats wonderful for me in this world. I am not going to vote. i do not belive in these polls. Taj wins or looses that poll, its would not matter one bit.M: Arent you being kinda wierd? Its the & new wonders of the modern world. Its the biggest poll on the planet. everyone's voting.
H: You want me to do something that i cannot convince my heart into doing?
M: Your heart just has all those scars and future plans of letting go in silence.
H: Lets not talk about letting go, Not when we talk love and not when i listen to this Taj song and that one line *sigh*
M: This is the problem with you Mr. H
M: Look at me, i dont have such fancies
M: Reality!!
H: You don't know how it feels to be me.
M: I dont think you are going to vote. Just 1 day to go. Think about it.
H: *laugh*
H: The days ahead are going to be dark.
M: We were discussing Taj?
H: I dont't care.
H: Love is above the polls, the monuments, the world, the THEY, the Practicals of life, the Realities.
M: Typical H, heh
H: You don't know how it feels to be me.
Anyways for those of you who think M has a point, you can vote for you wonders of this world here and for those who think H has a point, well would it matter? heh
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