Run Rabbit Run

I have been into what I might call an Observation Mode for the last few days. I was out observing people, places, circumstances, businesses and Finances. And now that I am back at my desk I have a range of mixed feelings moving inside my head. Before getting into the complexities of my observations this was a good reality check for me. I wish I had these reality checks more often but for now there are questions to be faced and a plan of action to be prepared.

Fear, when faced with a fearful situation the best way is to face it upfront without any feelings. On that theory I decided to walk into a posh Multiplex showing a movie which normally I would never never go in for. I was just trying to see how far can it go wrong and *laugh* it did went wrong again in the end. So then I decided to walk in the sun for the whole day. Walking through the busy lanes, through the elite restaurants and all the poverty and dirt, through the bylanes of shopping malls and economical shopping centers. Observing people walking past me not knowing that they were in a way walking past me in a sense of nakedness without any idea whatsoever, or may be it didn't quite matter because the reality was shining so clearly in that hot day's sun. Incidentally I recalled the title of my blog 'Staring at the Sun'. Now I am wondering if I haven't grown one bit from the time I started this blog or have I finished a full circle?